Again

I woke up in a good mood. No, I woke up in a great mood and within a few hours you dashed that to the rocks. Your snide comments, your calculated hidden derision wear at me like a fine sand paper. There is no talking about it beyond talking about talking; what is mean, what really happened, what is laughing. You are protected at my expense, and you ask why I don't trust you. And lets not forget the drugs in the food. And more and more and more.

My goal is always to love you in the same way you love me. I fail, but i persist.