Well now we've sat down and had our little chat, about everything except the issues I write about here, as usual. And we've had food, which I'm reasonably sure isn't drugged, but there's still more I'd like to share with you.
Its not all smoothed over for me. The cigarettes are the only cigarettes I have and the drug they're laced with is the one that makes me soil myself. Its the same drug that is in my skin cream, which I wish you hadn't drugged because I really needed that cream. When the weather started turning warm I slathered it on my feet and put on some sandals and now every time I wear those sandals I can feel the drug. I taste it in my mouth and it makes my lips numb and my stool loose, occasionally very loose. It also makes my scalp, lips and hands tingle. Its very uncomfortable, and clearly not natural. Its obvious that I'm being drugged and frustrating is a very tactful way of describing my experience dealing with it.
The drugs in my drinks make me sleep. Sometimes I sleep 18 hours a day, which wouldn't be so frustrating if it wasn't obvious that you are frustrated with my sleeping all the time. I think your plan is that I'll sleep at night and be awake during the day, but that hasn't panned out yet.
I'll tell you something else I know. Whoever is helping you with this, putting the drugs in the bottles of beer and packaged foods, has a plan too. Their plan is that sooner or later I'll get so frustrated that I'll kill you, and in the meantime they'll have a good laugh.
This is stupid. It wasn't working last year. Its not working this year. Its never going to do anything but make things worse. Stop it.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Back to the grind
Back to the messages.
All the food and drink in the house is drugged.
All the beer that I buy is drugged.
Now you've started drugging my cigarettes.
I can't work.
I can't go out.
No one will admit that this is happening, and most thinks its kind of funny.
Talking about any of this is just proof of my anger problem or other mental illness.
So you're either just stupid or you're waiting for me to crack so you can do whatever it is that you really want to do. I told you a few weeks ago I don't actually believe that any of the people around me are as stupid as they pretend to be.
All the food and drink in the house is drugged.
All the beer that I buy is drugged.
Now you've started drugging my cigarettes.
I can't work.
I can't go out.
No one will admit that this is happening, and most thinks its kind of funny.
Talking about any of this is just proof of my anger problem or other mental illness.
So you're either just stupid or you're waiting for me to crack so you can do whatever it is that you really want to do. I told you a few weeks ago I don't actually believe that any of the people around me are as stupid as they pretend to be.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Find this
She logged into her oh so public blog
And check the box "Remember Me",
And I did and I will for the rest of my life.
So many things make me want to cry now
That I can never tell which one is welling me up
When. I'm sure all of this is true
And I hope whatever I'm doing is helping
Her as much as she's helped me.
I didn't know.
I'm sorry.
I hope you find this.
And check the box "Remember Me",
And I did and I will for the rest of my life.
So many things make me want to cry now
That I can never tell which one is welling me up
When. I'm sure all of this is true
And I hope whatever I'm doing is helping
Her as much as she's helped me.
I didn't know.
I'm sorry.
I hope you find this.
Friday, May 06, 2005
Sharon Stone Nude!
OK enough with the individual messages. They only seem to make my intimate circle of friends better liars.
On a completely different note, I was able to weekend with someone who has one of those crazy dish television services and I came across a movie called “The Last Picture Show”. I had heard of the movie from different sources before, but this was my first viewing. The movie stars Cybill Shepherd, among others, whom my unconscious mind apparently confuses with Sharon Stone and I spent days telling everyone I talked to about this great Sharon Stone movie I had just seen. Its also a period film, but the entire time I watched it I was sure it was made in the late 50’s or early 60’s, but when I finally got back to my computer to look it up it turns out it was made in 1971. Still pretty early for most of the stars of the film.
The film is beautiful. Its filmed in black and white with no sepia filter, which I think can be condescending depending on the script. The copy I saw wasnÂ’t letter box, but considering how it looked full screen the letter box version can only be better. All of the costumes and sets seem more than authentic and lend to sucking the viewer into the story.
The plot is set in a small town in Texas in the 50Â’s and follows the lives of an ensemble of characters as they cope with their circumstances and each other. Reading reviews on the IMDb, people seem a little put out by the sexuality in the movie but you can take this one from old Al. Any director who includes a sex scene with Cloris Leachman in his movie isnÂ’t trying to sell his movie with sex, but I did think that scene was kind of sexy.
YouÂ’ll recognize a lot of the stars in the movie, at a time when they were all unknown. Bizarrely, Cybill looks almost exactly the same. Buy it, rent it, pirate it, steal it from the library; whatever it takes.
On a completely different note, I was able to weekend with someone who has one of those crazy dish television services and I came across a movie called “The Last Picture Show”. I had heard of the movie from different sources before, but this was my first viewing. The movie stars Cybill Shepherd, among others, whom my unconscious mind apparently confuses with Sharon Stone and I spent days telling everyone I talked to about this great Sharon Stone movie I had just seen. Its also a period film, but the entire time I watched it I was sure it was made in the late 50’s or early 60’s, but when I finally got back to my computer to look it up it turns out it was made in 1971. Still pretty early for most of the stars of the film.
The film is beautiful. Its filmed in black and white with no sepia filter, which I think can be condescending depending on the script. The copy I saw wasnÂ’t letter box, but considering how it looked full screen the letter box version can only be better. All of the costumes and sets seem more than authentic and lend to sucking the viewer into the story.
The plot is set in a small town in Texas in the 50Â’s and follows the lives of an ensemble of characters as they cope with their circumstances and each other. Reading reviews on the IMDb, people seem a little put out by the sexuality in the movie but you can take this one from old Al. Any director who includes a sex scene with Cloris Leachman in his movie isnÂ’t trying to sell his movie with sex, but I did think that scene was kind of sexy.
YouÂ’ll recognize a lot of the stars in the movie, at a time when they were all unknown. Bizarrely, Cybill looks almost exactly the same. Buy it, rent it, pirate it, steal it from the library; whatever it takes.
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