Tuesday, February 22, 2005

More and more and more

Our recent conference call didn't go well. I didn't know you were listening at the time, but I do now. How many people were on the line I don't know.

If we had to boil this whole thing down to a few phrases I'd have to say that firstly, as long as you feel like you have to treat me for a disease or disorder that you can't confront me about you're wrong. Secretly treating someone for paranoid delusions without telling him that you're treating him is the fucking dumbest idea I've ever heard of. Anyone who thinks that makes sense if a fool.

You secretly decide that I have schizophrenia and then secretly treat me for schizophrenia and then somehow everyone "accidentally finds out" that you are secretly treating me for schizophrenia. How can you treat a person for paranoid delusions when everyone around him is sneaking around, lying and trying to prove that person has paranoid delusions. If you can't see the circular stupidity of that then you shouldn't be secretly doing anything at all.

Yes there were drugs in the food. Actually, I think it was the beer which is even a bigger problem because I have no clue how you did that. I am currently eating a sandwich that has been "dosed" with something. Its not my paranoia its real.

You are right about one thing. If this goes on for much longer I'll probably kill myself or hurt someone. Stop it.

1 comment:

Theresa said...

you are awesome, thanks for helping me out. i hope you get through to the people who have decided they have any right to treat you in a way you do not wish to be treated.